February 2012
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Two Nightmares
Dream 1:
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I can’t remember much of this dream as it was the first one…. It mostly took place in my car. I was driving my friend Ben and myself somewhere. We were on the interstate and I was falling asleep. Clearly he could see this and said he was going to have to drive for me soon. I told him I was fine and kept driving. And then I fell asleep at the wheel. I woke up as we were...
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No health insurance means no doctor’s appointments means no new doctor means pediatrician cancels prescription means I can’t afford to go to a doctor’s appointment means I have to take myself off of my medicine. Which I did. Like a boss. Anxiety and depression can suck it – I’m a baller.
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Someone just play soccer with me, damn.
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Sick,
can’t lay down without nearly vomiting.
Anxiety.
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Bibliophile
Dear You,
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I wrote you a poem in my head,
and it is so beautiful,
there are so many lines to it and I’m trying
to remember them.
I didn’t have any paper to write them down on, so…
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Dear You,
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I wrote you a poem in my head.
I had a pen and some paper,
I wrote down two lines and I…
crossed them out.
I couldn’t figure out exactly what I wanted…
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Dear You,
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You told me you liked...
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Can I wear a cardigan under a thicker cardigan?
Is that like the hipster equivalent of wearing two polos? What if it’s to go get food? And does having extreme anxiety nullify all caring and/or blame for the double-cardiganing?
January 2012
22 posts
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“I have trouble with dates. I measure time in events.
- Warren Piece”
U.S. Defender Ali Krieger Tears ACL and MCL in... →
fuckyeahuswnt:
CHICAGO (Jan. 21, 2012) – An MRI this morning confirmed U.S. Women’s National Soccer Team defender Ali Krieger sustained tears to the medial collateral and anterior cruciate ligaments in her right knee. The starting right back suffered the injury late in the first half of the USA’s victory against the Dominican Republic on Friday, Jan. 20, the team’s first game of the 2012...
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Sherlock spoilers are making me come up with really upsetting story lines in my head. Forgoing sleep tonight to watch the last two episodes with my equally distraught girlfriend.
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I swear...
If I see any Sherlock spoilers I am going to murder everyone. I already can tell some big shit went down because of you fuckers, now go away with your little gifs.
I went to the beginning of time last night. It began as the beginning of my time, I think. I remember there being shapes, black and white shapes, criss-crossing each other, always spiraling. The speed at which I was traveling was unbearable. Honestly, my heart has never beat so fast and I thought that I was close to death. I tried so hard to stay in the present, not to close my eyes and succumb to...
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Serge's Beyonce Facebook Status
“Beyonce names baby “Blue” after Jay Z’s balls.”
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1:34 A.M.
I want to be twelve-years-old
and middle class with you.
Somewhere where there are
suburbs to walk through,
where a lawn mower is always purring.
Somewhere with cul-de-sac summer
nights.
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You make me feel middle school
hopeful. Like after seventh period
I’m going to have a hand to hold.
Maybe your locker will stick
and I’ll know just where to hit it
to make it pop open.
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The fourth...
Just realized...
…that Modest Mouse’s lyrical writing is really really good. Damn it. I just started liking a band I didn’t like. Is Bright Eyes next?
LOLNOPE NEVER GONNA HAPPEN CONOR OBERST. I have a tissue, Bright Eyes. It is for your tears.
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findwhatyouare:
Check out my new song!
...
HAI GUISE
rabbitholeafternoon:
LOLOLOL I SOOOOO SMURT. I;M SOOOOEEEEEE SMUUURRRRTTTT. ALL TEH SMURT I AM. SMURT. IS WUT I’M. I AM. SMUARTTTTT.
You are precious.
mamafett asked: Is that Boba fett outfit a little kids one? if so its even more awesome.
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1:07 A.M.
January’s bed things are pulled up tight
and new-fallen snow smooth at the corners;
her pillows are New Year’s Day lonely.
Her toes are curling around sunrise,
lips flushed from kissing Winter
good morning.
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December came in late last night wearing
a dress of garlands and mistletoe.
She and January held each other as midnight
came and passed, held the other’s cheek,
and became...
December 2011
32 posts
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The heady rush, the taste the touch,
the sinew of your neck, hip, ankles,
all the while the door was unlocked.
It's my birthday -
send me yo nudes
If you don't have anything nice to say...don't...
kapillski:
Thank you, and goodnight.
Lol, did you just tell the internet to be nice?
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Serge's Facebook Status to Science
Hey Science, “mission accomplished” on the boner pills. How about a laptop battery that will stay up for four hours.
Less than 3 hours of sleep.
This is becoming the norm with me.
Anxiety.
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Cavern
I would like to live
for one more day
within the pocket that formed
between our two bodies,
where the air tastes of the memory of alcohol
and you –
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that semi-conscious cave
made from the skin of my stomach
and your back, where marrow courses
through the walls like gold.
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Dreams hang like stalactites there,
dripping forever into long December nights.
Silver beads dot them, the amber...
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I can’t remember the last time I was drunk. I really like this.
However.
A corner of me wants to get so shitfaced drunk on new years, like last year, and succumb to my ever-present fascination with letting go.
The rest of me wonders why I can’t write anymore.
I can’t remember the last time I was drunk.
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Serge's Christmas Eve Facebook Status
I’ve run out of Christmas wrapping paper so I’m going to use “Happy Birthday” paper and write “Jesus” after it.
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Serge's Facebook Status - Part 6
Every time I walk into a Wal-Mart I think to myself, ” I’ve never seen so many of God’s mistakes all in one place.”
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Serge's Facebook Status - Part 5
“If God wanted to impress me with his “miracles” he would’ve impregnated Joseph, not a poor unwed teenage girl. That shit happens every day.”